REALIZATION When I saw my mugshot on Google, instantly my heart sank into my stomach. It got there because I did not want anyone to know what I did. Now, everyone will know. THE RUN DOWN I was driving home from a friend’s house one night. In my mind, I thought I was a part… Continue reading Humiliation Breeds Humility
Psalm 25: O my God, I trust in thee: let me not be ashamed, let not mine enemies triumph over me. Yea, let none that wait on thee be ashamed: let them be ashamed which transgress without cause. — I’ve been M.I.A for awhile. Almost 6 months. Life is moving and my to-do list is… Continue reading I waited
This time God, I have no words to say. This time I am speechless. Searching for you. Feeling distant again. Wanting to hear from you. Doing my best. Not to harden my heart. But not sure how many blows… I. can. keep. taking. I know I must bare my cross. I know I must suffer… Continue reading Speechless
Forgiveness is to stop feeling angry or resentful toward someone for an offense, flaw or mistake. Synonym: Excuse Greek root word: ex Greek root meaning: OUT and FROM Definition of “out”: moving or appearing to move away from a particular place, especially one that is enclosed or hidden. Definition of “from”: indicating the point in… Continue reading Exhale the bad
Lately, I’ve been tracking what I do with my time. I realized that when I am bored, I complain about boredom, but I never have things to do. Even though prior to “being bored” I express goals I wouldn’t mind accomplishing. However, when a month passes or three months, I look up and I realize… Continue reading What are your soldiers doing?
When I was younger, I was severely allergic to certain foods. For example, I couldn’t eat my own birthday cake or chocolate or ice cream; all which were childhood favorites of many. I was an only child, I had an last name that was African and I went under a handful of skin and dental… Continue reading “Set apart; not aside”
I dreamt we were at a banquet, the banquet hall was dimly lit, but small, subtle golden lights were located throughout the hall. I was at a round table; he was next to me. Across from us were two men, older in age. One had glasses, one didn’t; both had on suits. In the dream… Continue reading Where are they going? (7 spiritual signs)