This time God, I have no words to say. This time I am speechless. Searching for you. Feeling distant again. Wanting to hear from you. Doing my best. Not to harden my heart. But not sure how many blows… I. can. keep. taking. I know I must bare my cross. I know I must suffer… Continue reading Speechless
Lately, I’ve been tracking what I do with my time. I realized that when I am bored, I complain about boredom, but I never have things to do. Even though prior to “being bored” I express goals I wouldn’t mind accomplishing. However, when a month passes or three months, I look up and I realize… Continue reading What are your soldiers doing?
When I was younger, I was severely allergic to certain foods. For example, I couldn’t eat my own birthday cake or chocolate or ice cream; all which were childhood favorites of many. I was an only child, I had an last name that was African and I went under a handful of skin and dental… Continue reading “Set apart; not aside”
I dreamt we were at a banquet, the banquet hall was dimly lit, but small, subtle golden lights were located throughout the hall. I was at a round table; he was next to me. Across from us were two men, older in age. One had glasses, one didn’t; both had on suits. In the dream… Continue reading Where are they going? (7 spiritual signs)
Death is a noun with different meanings: Death is by definition: -Can be the personification of the power that destroys life -Is the destruction or permanent end of something. Dead is an adjective also with different meanings. Dead by definition is: -Having lost sensation; numb -No longer current, relevant, or important -Complete; absolute. Death and… Continue reading Choose Life
I saw myself. I looked older; more mature. I could tell by the outfit I had on, how I had my hair. I was watching myself in a hospital room with a little girl. The little girl was crying; laying down on a cold silver table kicking and screaming. She was so afraid. I was… Continue reading Inoculation (Prophetess Reflection)
Growing up I struggled with depression. In high school and college it was the worst. Now that I am older, I refuse to allow depression to rob me of precious moments. One day as I was watching House of Cards, I noticed that there are two kinds of people in this world. You have your Frank… Continue reading How to overcome emotionally trying situations.